My trip with breast cancer

I am 39 years old and have been diagnosed with breast cancer. I have been asked to post my experiences here.

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

It is Tuesday before my last AC treatment. We have finally set a date for the move and are hiring movers to do the big stuff on January 20. That way we have the weekend after to move the little stuff. this weekend, Doug will concentrate on finishing up the punch list and continue moving boxes from here to there. Doug's parents have graciously offered to pay for the moving people. Ken was with Doug all weekend working and Rich came up to lend a hand on Sunday. I guess since Doug yelled and screamed he has gotten everything out since last weekend. He continued to be very upset about Julianna's room and I need to just learn how to ignore that. But I don't want Julianna's self esteem to suffer with everyone telling her that her choice was wrong. She actually told me that she was sure that Doug wouldn't even come into her room since he hates it so much. That is not good. I wish Doug would use the services of our social worker in order to vent his anger about everything. He has a right to be angry but I really am not supposed to have that type of stress right now and venting to me has me picking up on it. I am still very short with him and on edge with the kids with everything. I have feeling more "up" since Saturday finally. Throwing myself into work has helped me get through. Michelle sent me a note that Krishna Das is having a Kirtan locally on Friday and teaching and chanting on Saturday. I will have to see how I am feeling because that would really get my spiritual energies flowing.

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